So get this: I am a published author! Even if it's just a blog on the web, anybody in the world can read my thoughts. From here, it's all the way up to a book or 2 or several. But.. hopefully publishing a book does not depend on me knowing how to fully run a computer.
Turns out yesterday I finished proofreading my first post (yeah I proofread, never know when an editor can be reading), I clicked Preview and then; BACK! And the screen went all the way back to Welcome new user of blogger dot WHAT?! My witty, interesting (well it's mine, you don't expect me to say it sucks, right?) post on my beautiful new car...
Thank god for smart computers, I logged on today and turns out the post was saved, just not published, ha ha. I wanted to crawl under the chair with shame hahahaha. See, the thing is I don't only dislike the mayority of people, one thing I say over and over is that I hate dumb, ignorant people. Whatever, I'm not dumb, my computer just doesn't like me.
Anyway, dumb or not my quest for a pijamas job continued today. Sadly I found out that I'm too much of a cynic to be a health products internet seller. Or maybe I'm just lazy and unwilling to give them more of my money. Of course I will not name company names but, they have large entry fees, use of e-mail fees, use of server and virtual office fees, package delivery fees. If I had all the money they are asking in fees I would make car paymentes for 3 months and could survive on my measly night job for 3 months.
And besides, I do not know people!! How can I bring costumers to my virtual store if I do not know and talk and interact with more than 10 people a week? I thought the point of managing an already established virtual store was that they already have clients.
My introduction to the world of sales went something like this:
I got a manual, and in that manual came a list of people whom I'm supposed to know and corner them into giving me their e-mail to harras them into buying my crap. For starters, why would I bother the few people I know, even if I do hate half of them?
No problem whatsoever, the 50 person long manual list was reduced as follows: Family, only my mom brother and sister, no sale. Friends, hahahha right, do imaginary friend count? No sale. Neighbors, personal rule, always go out of house avoiding eye contact with neighors lest they think of engaging in conversation, no sale. Doctors or dentist, I appear mostly healthy except maybe for my needle and people phobia, so unless I start roting from the inside I do not plan on going to a doctor any time soon, so again, no sale. People I work with, almost same rule as with neighbors. People on the store, please, I don't go to the friendly neighborhood market so I don't have to make small talk to the clerk. And I buy everything without any question on big stores to avoid having to say anything except "here's the money, thanks, bye".
I don't take any weird classes, no gym, no dog park. My dogs like walking in the street and avoid other dogs, wonder where they get it from. No beauty waste of money and smiles for me either. I cut, color and style my own hair; hardly wear any makeup and that means no stylist or make up artist or nail artist. I live with my mom just so she can deal with the plumber, electrician, car insurance guy, gardener, and on and on.
Good lord, I'm beginning to think I have a problem here. Mmmmmm... (Thinking pause)...
No way, I'm not the problem, it's everybody else around me. I can't help it if people are annoying. What is really crazy is the fact that I'm trying for a career in sales when it's all about interacting with people. I guess I'm gonna have to work on it, at least until I get back my "everything" fees.
Meanwhile, I'll keep looking for another dream job.
I'm hungry, and I'm out.
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